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Wednesday, June 23, 2004
how ever one doingcan i killl my self please............................................................. i am sick................... of being here in the momnet but tomarrow is an other day....there......
Current mood:  sad
Saturday, June 12, 2004
i am in cali for 6 weeks it going to be fun
Wednesday, May 26, 2004
today i am 19th years old and my framily for got it was but that ok my friends well rember yesterday and well i am sad and happy at the same time. i know God has someting planed for me i know some of it. i am myslef with my friends and Israel. Israel is one who showed me love and i gave her love Back. the power above made are friendship great andwill last four every. over all i would like to say i am a good person. i want to cry because of tomarrow is my last day of high school i am sad. you know what hurt the most is i do thing for people for there brithday and yes anne deck out my locker but it still hurt that people for got my brithday.
Current mood: sad
Saturday, May 22, 2004
lal lal lal........
ran away to the hills
the green hills and blue skys
wind blows the though the trees
God will hold me in his arm's
God tell me that you love me
thank you God you very thing you gave me.
the Dragon hold the fire in himself
the Phoenix hold the tears of healing.
the white tiger hold the power of life.
I am the blue and red phoenix.
life is a great time to life.
truth and love is the way to go.
the power with in yourself is the great's thing.
you must stand up for your self.
love your friends as you love yourself.
got to walk the pain way...
got to hold you in my arms for life.
your are my family your are my love your the path i take.
friendships all ways last though time and space.
help your friends out when they need it.
friends are family you pick your friends not your family.
Current mood:  happy
Friday, May 21, 2004
what i have do to day was fun.... i am going to cleveland state ....................... happy happy
bluestarphoenix
Current mood: happy
Wednesday, May 19, 2004
my i have had a great day
Current mood: happy
Saturday, April 17, 2004
Why does it feel so painful?
All that matters now is my friend's
I walk alone down a path seeing everyone being happy?
I do not know if they are really happy
People tell me how strong I am!
Sometime it hurt to hear that
Pain will always be in our life no matter where we go"
I try to let the higher power handle it
Eyes are crying out the pain,
Screaming with every breath of air I take.
Can someone hold me in his or her arms?
Fire is a wall to keep everyone out,
Water will wash the fire out'
The phoenix will burn into flames!
Phoenix will be reborn again!
The Green Dragon will fly in the night sky'
The White Tiger will run on the green land.
The Red and Blue Phoenix will fly in the starry night.
War is a blood place to be.
Moonlight shines down bright on the warriors of light.
Light will save us all from the darkness'
The responsibility fall on all of us,
We all need to help each other'
So we can stop the War'
Though the war will happen anyway so we need to be ready for what is to come.
Journey has begun!
The path has been take'
Lives have been changed
Knowing what lies heard for some of us.
Picking the Love, Friends, Trust, Truth, Faith, Loyalty and Life with in each other.
We will care for the world'
We will pick up the pieces of the war and mend the broken hearts,
We shall heal the Earth from the blood shed'
We shall bring the world back together:
I walk the path of life waiting to be called to war
Live life to the fullest: Never give up the fight for this is our world
No darkness shall fall upon this place for there is Light over the darkness.
The journey has not ended yet.
The journey has just begin
The warriors of light have been chosen
To save this world and the human kind
The earth will help as well as the universe
The phoenix tears will heal any problem you have
Sad, fear will try to take you'
But you will not let that happen'
Fight like here is no tomorrow'
The pain in my heart is so strong
Why has it returned to me?
Can someone tell me why the pain is there'
My heart hurts so bad can no one tell me
Why I look in the sky and ask myself
Why do I put myself though this?
Every time with my friend's
The feeling of the universe is sometimes in me
Feeling that people have feelings inside of me
Why is it all on me though I have had help with a lot of it?
Can someone tell me please?
I need to deal with the pain inside of me
My soul is fright with the pain try to get rid of it
The power with in myself is very strong'
I have something to live for my friends will not let me
Give in to the pain of my heart I can let the pain go.
I sometime step out of myself to see where I went wrong inside
The key to life is balance for all of us
Balance is sometime hard for me
I have many things I need to do and I have a lot of time
Though it feel like there never going to end
Live itself deal you many things you are the one to say yes or no
You're the one calling every shot sometime you can't
I let people know if I need help with things
All we can do now is hope and wait for the call of war
All of us know that as long as we can stand together nothing will stop
The worries of light from over taking the darkness for consuming this world
That well all live in on
By
Nanew Phoenix
Current mood: tears
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